I would like to think that I have this all figured out but honestly I don’t. I am really struggling with how to handle all of the medical stuff being thrown at me, I just found out that I have stage 3 kidney disease. I am really confused as to what to do next. I have always been a problem solver and if I didn;t know the answer I would goggle it to find the answers. Right now I feel co mpletely alone I do have a ton of support around me but I can’t seem to reach out for help. Somehow I seem to be becoming a goggle doctor and I just want to put it to a stop. I know I need help to come up with a treatment plan by the medical field but I don’t want to give up my control. Also my brain functioning and communication has been so effected I don’t even know how I am. I want the fun loving old me back.
LIVING IN HEALTH 