REAL WORLD
My relationship with the outside real world is one that I find I constantly struggle with for many reasons.
How others see me is extremely important. I need to be seen as the strong vibrant person full of life. This is the person I use to be before I got sick. Know my vision of me that I don’t allow others to see is that I am my illness.
I also find I am very judgemental of the outside world. There are so many stigmas out there in real world. During the pandemic I was more to myself. I did’t see many of these stigmas. Now that I am back out there I am really noticing the stigmas and I am very judgemental. A common statement from my mouth latrly is why are people so stupid.
I am finding that I am struggling getting out there into the real world. The pace out there is so different then the one that I have had over the last 2 years. One of my favourite workout songs in the morning is RISE UP. It gives me inspiration for the day as well.
LIVING IN HEALTH 