IT’S A WRAP

This week has been a good week. A lot more at peace.

One big thing from the week was yesterday it was 15 years since my dad passed away. When he was alive I was a true mess between my mental health and my addiction. I spent so much time in sadness and regret on this day. I would ball because I felt like such a failure to him. I was so unhappy and not satisfied. Yesterday was completely different though. I could be happy because I celebrated all of our wonderful memories. I wrote him a letter like I do every year. This letter was about how much I loved him and I had no apologies to make this year. I know he was proud of me and I am proud of myself as well at long last.

The rest of the week sailed by without to many bumps. I am trying to change around how I spend my day. I was finding that I spent all day on the couch watching t.v. while I was on the computer. I am now moving back upstairs to the office so I can listen to music while I work. This is so much more peaceful and I am much happier inside in this environment.

Also I heard from the Kidney foundation and they want me to sit on a new mental health board. I am really excited to do this. I am just learning about everything with the kidney, however I do have some input about mental health.

Have a great weekend all