IT’S A WRAP

This week has been a quite week around the house. My husband has been away for week for work. That gave me some time to work on me this week which has been good.

In terms of my health it has been more frustrating. I feel like the medical profession is playing Russian roulette with my body. I trust all of the doctors and I know they have my best interest at heart. It just seems like it has reached the point of okay let’s change this pill for that one. Increase this one and remove this pill. At the end of the day my body is dealing with all of the changes. I am so glad that I am very careful about what I eat and drink as well get exercise. I think I am doing everything I can to help myself. I just walk off of this hamster wheel I call maintaining my health. So days I don’t even want to get up. Or I get up and end up back in bed.

This time to myself this week has helped me remember that the world doesn’t revolve around me and everybody does not need my input. Especially my daughter. If she needs me she knows I am there in a heartbeat. I need to allow her the time though to establish herself as a wife and mother without my interference. I need to sit back and be the grandmother.